Life Lately

 Assalamualaikum and hi all :)

Life lately. A hectic life. Sometimes I feel like whatever I've imagined during kid or teen starting become reality. Sikit2 pun ada la juga. Sesungguhnya ALLAH memberi apa yang hambaNya sangkakan.

Dulu memang pernah berangan nak kerja nomad, digital nomad. Working wherever you want, at anytime as long as ada internet. Pap! covid and since then my employer kata can work hybrid. 3 hari office, 2 hari work from home. MashaaALLAH betul2 dapat kerja as digital nomad.

Lepas tu banyak lagi yang berlaku macam unexpected. Tapi alhamdulillah banyak benda best yang happened. Allah memang Maha Baik. Kadang benda berlaku lambat dari expected tapi rupanya ALLAH nak bagi at the best time. Allah ya Baari.

I am so thankful for everything happened in my life now. Great colleagues, no to less toxic environment, abundance love from family and friend also time to ibadah.

Lately ni bila buat kerja office usually akan bukak video "study with me". Selalunya yang bertemakan exam cramping or study with me pomodoro. Kadang yang ada keyboard ASMR. Rasa macam ada kawan semangat buat kerja sekali. mengadakan? tapi rupanya not me alone, bila tengok comment kat video tu ramai je yang need this kind of videos. Kudos to the vlogger/youtuber sebab effort diorg record and edit sangat lah dihargai. hahahaha.

Plus diorang bukan belajar biasa2. Ada yang amik medicine, physiology and macam2 lagi. Rasa macam wow! mungkin diorg pun record sebab diorang nak buat memory all their hardwork.

Actually I've been following few of the youtubers tapi mula2 dulu paling favourite is deemed. Then dia dah habes belajar. Takda dah study vlog. hahahaha. Next dah jumpa youtuber baru yang vibes which is Yoora Jung. Rupanya dah lama follow dia ni tapi dia stop sekejap sebab dia stop study tak silap. Now dia dah sambung study balik. Rupanya to become a doctor in USA takes looooonggggg time.. Gila ah! 

deemed

Suka sangat tengok Yoora Jung ni sebab dia sangat productive and focus span dia sangat2 mantap ye. Yelah belajar medicine a lot of things to be memorized. Been followed her study with me video 3 jam. Perghhhh 30 minit sis dah pause dah. Hahahaha. My focus span is really really low.

Then i dont know lah orang kata kalau kita been following something tu betul2 ia akan bagi impact pada kita. Plus pernah terdetik like macam syok ek study but sis already cuci tangan dan otak untuk study2 nih. Hahahaha.enough is enough. Tapi siapa lah kita untuk menolak takdir. Tiba2 dapat offer to sit an exam. Ya ALLAH the exam is quite a great opportunity for my career growth. Memang kena rebut betul2. Then memang kena study lah cerita diaaaa. Begitu lah kehidupan. 

I am grateful for the opportunity. Hopefully I can score with flying colors and pass the exam.

Half Year 2023 passed !

 Assalamualaikum and hi all :)

MashaaALLAH it's already July 2023 bestie ! 

Banyak benda yang dah berlaku in my life during this half year of 2023. Let's recap a bit lah before sis terlupa dan tersangat lah tinggi harapan nak tulis blog for each of the event tapi sangat lah lambat nak menaipnya. Huhuhu.

Nowadays macam terjebak buat video but tak details lah explanation dia kalau dalam video. I still feel blog is the best way to express anything is via writing. So here we go what happened so far.

Dec 2022 - Jan 2023

- Off to Seoul for the forth time. Dah tulis part 1 tapi part seterusnya belum lagi tiba idea mahu pun masa untuk sis tulis.

terpaling princess

Mestilah pergi HYBE INSIGHT nyahh

Jan 2023

- Dijemput menjadi tetamu ALLAH ke Madinah dan Makkah. Unbeliveable. Unable to express my gratitude to ALLAH to let me be part of His guest. ALLAH permudahkan banyak sangat benda masa kerjakan ibadah kat sana. Lots of good things happened. ALLAH Maha Baik.

Rinduuu semoga Allah jemput saya n family ke sini lagi. Aamiin

Feb 2023 

- Tengok concert BTS kat wayang. First time merasa wayang 4D. Memang honestly menjerit sebab kerusi tu bergerak tanpa warning pastu rasa percikan air kot? Also first time jumpa balik my kawan sekolah si Zarin Sofea yang cantik lagi jelita. 

nak tips cantik can ah sis Zarin?

- Also Yoongi buat hal masa Weverse Live "dropped the bomb" that he will do a world tour. Terus gelabah booked hotel :/

lepas post kt twitter dia end live. mmg dia saje jee.

March 2023

- PUASA

April 2023

- Alhamdulillah promoted to next level in my job. Thank you ALLAH. Syukur rezeki berkat doa seorang ibu.

- Raya lah bestie. Apa lagiii. Raya yang for me alhamdulillah biasa and sangat simple. Beli baju raya 1 je buat syarat. Tu pun mak kita belanja wak. Hahaha. Honestly sejak ayah dah takda ni takda la beria sangat nak beraya tu tapi kita still meraikan sebb we still have nenek. Alhamdulillah.

- Happy birthday to self. Thank you family and friends for the wishes and gifts :)

May 2023

- For the first time tengok badminton kat Axiata Arena. Gamble betul beli tix last minute bila tengok ada orang let go tix. Aci redah je la.. dah la sampai malam tengok nasib Malaysia menang masa semi final tu. What an experience :)

June 2023

- Singapore bound for SUGA D-DAY CONCERT ! Kali ni kita tengok concert live. Even Suga solo concert tapi vibes dia sangat lah gempak weyyhhhh ! Yoongi dah cakap once pergi concert BTS mesti susah nak move on. Ni dah sebulan masih lagi rasa feeling tu eh. Eeee mengada betholl. ! Next 2026 pulak bila semua dah habes military service :)

apa ni bro??? comels sangat nih..

July 2023

- So far takde big event lagi cuma plan whats next. Macam nak pi sambut new year kat Singapore or JB.

- Also planned for Japan trip 2024. In shaa ALLAH.

Till then :) 

 

Another Old Wiser

 Assalamualaikum and hi all :)

Alhamdulillah for another blessing year of my life. I believe ALLAH is the BEST among the BESTEST. I felt gloomy, full of curiousity for few days. Kesian kawan2 saya kena baca curhat saya. Then the 'day' came. I dont feel really want to celebrate it. Since that day is weekend and Hari Raya, many people wish me and pray the best for me. I believe ALLAH will give the same for them. In shaa ALLAH.

I've getting silent treatment for quite sometime. I dont know for what reason. Deep in my heart I want to know 'WHY?' but deep in my mind 'No need to know because Allah is protecting you from hurting yourself'. Then I follow the second choice. A great choice I believe. I don't want to spend my energy in hurting my inner self. Nampak fizikal okay2 tapi jiwa kacau. I dont want that.

Always believe when there is hardship, there is ease. Allah blessing me with great family and friends. They are definitely 'insan dari sorga'. At some point we have to look at the bright side instead of keep thinking the issue. We might not able to control our emotion but if we syukur banyak2 pada ALLAH apa2 yang kita ada sekarang, definitely ALLAH will give more. Not really in material stuff but in good health, nice working environment, calm and peace of heart also ample time to perform ibadah. So many things to be grateful for.

Alhamdulillah for everything. Thank you ALLAH for distracting me from keep being curious unnecessary thing.

Amazing 2023 for me in shaa ALLAH.

Thanks a lot kawan belanja saya. Saya super terharu !

I've been eyeing to get something from CALVIN KLIEN. Asyik bukak tutup je website CK tuh. Tapi mengenangkan harga cekik jiwa takpe lah kita tutup je hasrat tu. Allah tu Maha Baik then ada orang belanja saya anything nak sila lah pilih. Terus lah saya ambil impian saya. :D

Thanks a lot for the present ! May ALLAH ease your life in dunya and jannah.

Then dapat surprise pulakkk. Mashaa ALLAH sweet sangat lah kawan2 saya. Sangat terharu !

Thank you ALLAH for blessing me with amazing life. I will appreciate it for the rest of my life.

Gonna live my life as a cool, chill person, less drama and more appreciate every little thing happen in my life. In shaa ALLAH :D

Till then.