2022 Wishlist

Wednesday, April 20, 2022

 Assalamualaikum and hi all :)


It's already half of the year. Alhamdulillah some of my wishlist are checked! 

Actually I've found that I dont really have exact focus or target in 2022. Maybe if I'm writing here it can spark myself to have some goals this year.

Let's divide with some categories. Self development, spiritual, materials, lifestyle.


SELF DEVELOPMENT

As for self development I'm would love to explore my potential in giving training and doing presentations. I always being a reserved person and follow the flow. Well I think it's time to step up and grow my potential.


Other than that I want to get into a healthy relationship. (ada L yang single keeee?)


SPIRITUAL


While in spiritual wise as always I'm looking forward to become the best slave of Allah SWT. This Ramadhan really a great month for me to improve my ibadah. There are so many ibadah that we can do even small one can give a great impact. In shaa ALLAH. The most important one is consistent.


I am now trying to keep on reading Surah Al-Waqiah everyday unless it's time for me  ABC. Surah Al-Waqiah gives a lot of impactful event in my life. I can feel it and I can see it. If we read surah Al-Waqiah everyday and put hope in ALLAH, just trust me ALLAH will give you multiple of goodness in His own way.


Of course umrah is in my bucket list!


I want to perform umrah before travel around the world again. Seems belanja for Korea very expensive now so better lah dah alang2 mahal we go for something good for akhirat worthy first.


MATERIALS


As for this I have a lot ! biasa lah perempuan macam2 nak masuk wishlist dia but this time I would like to share my material goal is BTS merchandise !!! I have to plan my money/financial wisely because the merchandise are expensive. IN THEE SOOP pop up store is opening soon in PJ so I have to allocate/ make additional money for this.


Alhamdulillah for handbag I chose LONGCHAMP this year. Kali ni nak bag yang senang campak2 senang bawa kemana2 and still exclusive in my heart.


Next designed handbag still not decided yet. Dasar duit pun kena kumpul dulu so it takes lots of time which one to buy. As for now I'm eyeing on GUCCI and BALENCIAGA. Soon CHANEL maybe? Tapi mesti mak gue akan bising "duit beli handbag tu buat pergi umrah, belanja kawen lagi elok. Bag beli murah takpe boleh tukar2 ganti........"


Sorry BTS, I still not open my heart to support LV yet, I support you guys punya merchandise kayyy...


As for gadget, I want smart watch tapi still just about 40% je since bukan jenis keluar/ pakai jam sangat. Aaaa ottokeh? it's okay istikharah first.


Next is perfume collection. As time goes by now I love to wear perfume even at home. Now I'm fall in love with BY REDO. Next I wanna try CHANEL No 5.   *yeke aqma,,, tapi kalau dah dasar suka 1 brand it hard for me to change.*


LIFE STYLE


Alhamdulillah I've lost around 3kgs so far. I dropped the in front number. Let's focus till I get in 50's within this year.


I started finding the best way for me to loose weight. Alhamdulillah.


I also want to add on my muslimah friendly clothes. Add on more kaftan, beli inner yang selesa. More loose pants. I do feel insecure when wearing some kind of loose clothes especially pants but I have to lah. I want to wear something that please ALLAH not my eyes, not other people eyes. in shaa ALLAH.


So FEAR OF GOD's tshirt let's go.... tiberrr.


Well, I feel so relieved after writing my wishlist here. I believe everyone should set their own goals and wishlist because DREAMING IS FREE....


May ALLAH ease our dream come true~ 

Sedikit Isi Hati

Sunday, February 6, 2022

 Assalamualaikum and hi all :)


Dalam dunia ni memang akan wujud seketul manusia atau hidupan yang akan buatkan kita rasa annoying dengan dia. Kemudian kita insecure balik and overthinking. Sometimes kita rasa tak boleh nak defend diri sendiri. Tapi kau hadap dan telan.


So dalam posting kali ni lebih pada meluahkan isi hati. Maka "aku" is the best word to represent what I feel now. Aku memang capek banget sekarang. Kenapa ada orang yang fikir SINGLE ITU TIADA APA-APA? Takda benda nak fikir, takda dugaan hidup nak hadap, takda apa2 yang bebankan kepala. Tapi sebenarnya orang single ada je benda dia kena telan. Telan hidup2 sorang2 tanpa ada siapa dia nak luah. Yes. Dia ada TUHAN. TUHAN MAHA DENGAR tapi TUHAN juga ciptakan manusia lain untuk kita bercerita. Ada masa yang single ni dia kena belajar hadap sendirian.


Ada juga sejenis makhluk Tuhan yang pada dia dah sumbangkan duit pepandai lah hidup. Ada ketika tenaga dan perhatian adalah lebih berharga dari duit. Tapi tak ramai yang nampak. Nampak dia dah cukup derita cari duit. Tapi taknak berkongsi keringat. Yes. DUIT SANGAT PENTING sumbangan sangat2 dihargai tapi ada masa tenaga + perhatian + duit = sama NILAI, sama PENTING.


Kemudian bila ada masa kebaikan, kebolehan orang lain kau amik kesempatan. Biarlah dia buat, dia muda lagi, biarlah dia buat, dia masih boleh, biarlah dia yang uruskan dia ada masa lapang. Kenapa kena biarkan tenaga dia sorang2 sedangkan kau boleh ringankan beban dia? Kau ada masa, kau ada tenaga tapi kau biarkan dia. Mugkin kau nampak dia boleh semuanya tapi dalam hati dia, kau fikir rehat dia? kau fikir apa ada dalam jiwa dia? Tak. kau nampak dia boleh dan kau biarkan.


Masalah jiwa, masalah makan hati ni makin lama makin membiak. Makin rasa tertekan. Sometimes memang rasa tak boleh kawal, once blown up habes lah. Ada yang tak tahan luka berdarah sana sini secara fizikal. Bila dah nampak orang macam ni, jangan pressure dia. Dia tahu tanggungjawab dia besar. Dia faham dia diperlukan tapi jangan push. Bila kau push, dia tak boleh kawal ada yang masuk hospital nanti. Yes, sikit2 dia boleh kawal tapi kalau kau push, kau put on pressure, dia akan meledak dan terus kau pon tak boleh hadap dia nanti.


Jangan halang apa minat dia selagi tak bertentang dengan agama, selagi dia tak lalai pada yang SATU. Mungkin minat dia tu adalah salah satu cara dia lemparkan segala yang tersekat dalam jiwa. Jangan condemn kalau itu bukan minat kau, jangan kutuk kalau kau rasa minat dia tu luar alam. Jangan jadi penambah perasa yang membunuh.


Sekian cerita luahan dari bukan siapa-siapa kepada entah siapa-siapa.

1st post 2022 ! :D

Wednesday, January 5, 2022

 Assalamualaikum and hi all :)


WELCOME 2022 !


Alhamdulillah masih hidup lagi blog ni walaupun dah masuk 2022. Walaupun ada tiktok, instagram, facebook dan macam2 lagi new social media tapi my blog still maintain. Banyak benda nak gossip dalam ni. Hehehe.



Apa boleh cakap my 2021 memang totally follow the flow je. I dont have any goal or any plan pon. I just grab je apa opportunity yang ada untuk grow or remained stay in my comfort zone. Huhuhuhu. Early 2021 was not in the mood sangat sebab baru kehilangan ayah + effect my health also. My inner health was not in a good situation. Alhamdulillah I'm okay now. Still striving in recovery mode.


So 2022 ni memang aim nak put few goals and try hard to achieve all my goals. I've written 101 wishlist tapi mesti lah ada yang memang nak capai secara realistic kan? Memang awal tahun musim orang pasang azam. Tapi hari2 lain pun still boleh je pasang azam. Tak salah pon :) Renew your azam everyday!


Here my wishlist. Ada yang jangka panjang, ada yang jangka pendek. Saje tepek sini so that bila baca balik baru la ter..ter..ter... hahahahahahaha... 


Long term :

> Naik pangkat DDM by December 2022

> Travel to S.Korea (Jeju) or else tempat lain yang tak menyusahkan musim covid nih. 

> Achieved my ideal weight 53kg by June 2022

> Achieved SPOT Award 

> Read 12 books

> Getting married (still mencari my Mr Benz Aliff 


Short term : 

> Mengaji Al-Quran everyday

> Exercise 30 minutes daily

> Achieved monthly sales target

> Jimat cermat no over spending

> Read 1 book/ month. Lagi banyak lagi bagus

> Tidur awal before 12am , bangun awal 5am

> Puasa GUCCI. bhahahahaha


Banyak lagi la my wishlist 2022 ni semoga lebih cemerlang. 

Diharapkan 2022 will bring amazing impact in my life. Semoga ALLAH hilangkan penyakit covid dari muka bumi ini. Semoga Aqma istiqamah dalam usaha mencapai impian. I believe ALLAH pasti nampak usaha kita and berikan hasil. Semuanya minta kat ALLAH + usaha + tawakal.


Kekadang dalam hidup ni kita banyak fikir nak buat kerja Tuhan. Bila kita meminta pada yang Maha Kuasa pasti ALLAH akan permudahkan segalanya. In shaa ALLAH.




All the best peeps!

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